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05.01.09.

Slept in the morning at 7am, was fucking tired but I had to force myself to stay awake because I have to wake my little sister up.

Then Ibu woke me up at 11am, bathed and everything then Ibu and Ayah came to fetch me under my block.

Fetched Adik from school and then we went for brunch at Bukit Merah.

Headed to best friend's court straight after that, met Fion there.

And guess what?

His lawyer actually forgotten that the hearing was today, thank god we called!

Urgh, so much for being a well known lawyer eh?

Best friend's very lucky, really really lucky to get what he got.

(Not revealed for safety purposes, too many unknown people reads my blog, its not safe anymore.)

After the hearing, Ayah sent Fion to Bugis and then the rest of us went to KKH to visit Abun's daughter, who is in hospital.
Made a move in the evening, stayed at Ibu's till night.

Then met Boyfriend and we had dinner at Ibu's.

Cabbed home at midnight.

"Here’s how we do

Run, baby, run

Don’t ever look back

They’ll tear us apart if you give them the chance (give them the chance)

Don’t sell your heart

Don’t say we’re not meant to be

Run, baby, run

Forever we’ll be

You and me

We’re flying through the night

Way up high

The view from here is getting better with you by my side

Run, baby, run

Don’t ever look back

They’ll tear us apart if you give them the chance

Don’t sell your heart

Don’t say we’re not meant to be

Run, baby, run

Forever we’ll be

Run, baby, run

Don’t ever look back

They’ll tear us apart if you give them the chance (give them the chance)

Don’t sell your heart

Don’t say we’re not meant to be

Run, baby, run

Forever we’ll be

You and me

You and me"

Because I had to be strong in front of the rest.

Because you were always the one who solves my problems and you're always taking care of me in everything.

That it is just so weird now that you're gone.

Because I could not cry.

Even though it hurts so god damn fucking much.

But its okay, isn't it?

We'll go through this together, I'll take care of Ibu, and the rest.

Please take care of yourself in there and always control your temper no matter what.

I miss you so much, Muhammad Firdaus Bin Abdul Aziz.