I did not go to school, i overslept again even though i went home earlier the day before.

I think I've got to go to the doctor soon, I can't get to sleep at night everyday.

My eyes will only shut when the sun rises or when I'm with him.

And now, look at my god damned eye bags! ):

Oh well, slept till late afternoon, at around 4pm i woke up.

Bathed, ate and then I ransacked my whole room for all my school books.

Turned on the air con, on the lights and music and I studied.

For an hour or so, I know its short but still, its a start and I'm very very very proud of myself!

And since I canceled all my plans for today, it was some sort of a family day for me :)

Cooked, ate, watched TV, laughed with sisters all day long, I kinda miss those bonding sessions, you see.

And so, i rotted at home the whole evening and the entire night.

Then at around 1am, I decided to meet him since he messaged.

Went over with DVDs and bought MacDonald's.

We watched :

the one by Jessica Alba and we ate.

Then we watched cartoons and I went home at about 5am.

Its now a little after 5am now and I cant wait for 1230pm to come.

I'm meeting Iqsan, and we're fetching Isma from school.

Together with Hafiz and Alia might be joining.

I miss my darlings :D

And since he's working today, he'll join us only after work.

I bet we'll have lots of fun today, I swear I'm excited to the maximum times hundred.

Shall update again later or tomorrow.

Bye people :]

HIM :D