Friday, March 21, 2008 5:28 AM
i couldnt sleep last night .
many many things were running in my head .
and somehow, something in me is making me feel way way down .
i hate my life .
yes, it may seems like i have everything .
but i tell you, try being me for a day .
you`ll break, i swear .
okay, enough emo-ing .
yesterday .
thursday, 200308 .
i slept till late afternoon .
was sleeping when aikkai suddenly called and said that he wanna meet me .
bathed and all, then aikkai came over .
brunch cum dinner at coffeeshop nearby .
drinks on me, food on him .
walked to bedok interchange after that .
and aikkai to tanahmerah while i myself to tampines .
as soon as i got off the train, i rushed to the toilet .
and yes, all the food in my tummy came out again .
sorry aikkai, waste your money ):
iqahlove came and we trained to pasir ris .
plan was to meet an but he said he was with lotsa people and so, i decided not to meet .
ben&jerry`s vanilla ice cream .
iqahlove and i then walked to the fishing pond and talked .
and then i started to feel bad, cos i told an that i`ll meet him .
and so, we went to meet him and his frens .
slacked till like 11plus and we left .
and i went home .
sad but true, im very sick of the kinda life that im leading .
im bored of what im doing everyday .
i need new stuffs/excitement please .
):
to my bestestbestfren, aikkai :
im always and forever here for you .
like just now, just a call away .
and, meet me up again soon okays .
missing you already .
loves :D