Sunday, November 25, 2007 12:38 AM
241107, SATURDAY .
it`s supposedly our 1year 11mths anniversary .
but sadly, its just a SUPPOSEDLY .
baby, you were the one whom i thought that i could spend the rest of my life with .
when we were together, i gave you my all .
and yes, i gave up my frens, my family, my life, my studies, my besties, my girlfeys, just EVERYTHING, all for you, yes YOU .
i never lied, or made you cry .
but you made me, and then you broke me .
from all your scandals to flings to bringing girls home .
I TOLERATED ALL OF THAT, FOR 1YEAR AND 6MONTHS .
yes, i did .
i tried my best, my VERY VERY VERY BEST .
you did change, but when you`ve changed, i`ve already totally lost hope .
do you even know how hard it was for me to even hold on FOR SO LONG ?
NO ONE BELIEVED IN OUR LOVE, NO ONE .
but i still held on .
till on the 6 of may, i burst .
i couldn't take it anymore .
i don wanna cling on to something that i don believe in anymore .
you make me lose hope, lose faith .
YOU WERE THE ONE WHO MADE ME LOSE FAITH .
yes baby, YOU .
and now, after i`ve given up .
you`re starting to cling .
but, its all too late .
cause i`ve already totally lost ALL HOPE/FAITH/WILL to hang on .
so baby, even though you wont see this .
i just wanna thank you for EVERYTHING .
from the goods to the bads .
for all the shoulds and shouldn't .
for all the mines to yours .
JUST, EVERYTHING .
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okay, enough of sad shites .
worked today, 9am to 545pm .
suppose to end work at 5, but finished my stuffs at 545pm .
after work, headed down to town with Rachel, my cute working colleague .
cause she wanted to get her prom night accessories while i had to get ah fei`s birthday pressie .
bought boxers and chocolates for her .
(:
met Kai at Tanah Merah at 8plus .
Kai wore the light ear stud that he wanted to show me .
and PEOPLE, don bother looking for it cause it LIMITED EDITION .
hahaha .
okay, we boarded the bus to go into the Safra at 830pm .
and then we met Jess and walked over to the chalet .
Chew, Justin, Jess, Ah Fei, Melissa, Yvonne, Crystal, Royston, Lucas, Lester, Chinkiat, Emo, _______ were there too .
slacked outside with Kai, Chew and Chinkiat till ________ went home .
cause Kai don wanna see his face .
then we went in and they kinda taught me how to play mahjong, i still don know how though .
just anyhow only, anyway we weren't playing money so yeah, it doesn't matters .
Kai wanted to leave at 10plus but i die die didn't wanna leave so he waited for me and at 11plus, we cabbed back .
and i reached home, BEFORE 12 (:
bathed and stuffs and now I'm blogging .
hurhur .
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i think I'm getting real sick ,
blue blacks are appearing on my arms for no reasons .
i didn't hit anything or what so ever .
it just appeared .
I'm coughing blood .
I'm having on and off fever .
I'm having sore throat and flu since like days ago .
whats happening to me ?
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